You know I love, i really do
but i can't fight anymore for
and i dont know if will be together again
Sometime, in another life.

Hi. Let me start off by saying how 2009 has been such an eventful year for me. It really opened me up to so many new expects of life. My closer friends will know what 2008 and then starting of 2009 has been for me. And I'll like to thank you guys for all you have given me. Really appreacite it. So here's some of the things I've loved and started/learnt to loved in 2009:

1. My family even if it's my sister who watches her korean serials so loudly next to me when I'm trying to sleep.
2. Late night heart-to-heart talks on the phone with my best friend. (L)
3. When my dad/mom gives me a motivation talk when I feel very demoralised.
4. Learning to let go things that weren't meant to be mine.
5. E maths, A maths and Chinese.
6. Gossiping with my sister about anything.
7. When my dad teaches my Physics like 12 am and expect me to think.
8. Going for a run with my brother once in a while.
9. Late night chats with my fav cousin in Perth. I really missed those times. We could talked about anything under the sun. Hutty.^^
10. How my grandfather irritates/ nag at me.
11. Shopping spree with Sera.^^
12. Talking to you like we've known each other like forever.
13. My cousins 'irritating' my on msn and fb.
14. Thinking of my future. weird.
15. Loccitane's Cherry Blossom scent.
16. Body shop's shower gel. (Grapefruit and strawberry) (Y)
17. Slowly, day by day, adding things be it big or small onto my secret list.
18. The feeling after a 10km run, 30 puch ups and 40 sits up. It's really satisfiying.
19. The idea of taking part in an iron man race when I'm older. With my bro and cousins.
20. God.

With these, or perhaps most of them, it rounds up my 2009. I am gladly anticipating 2010 with open arms despite having to mug for the big Os. But coming to think about it, there's nothing much to be afraid of Os. it's just another exam you need to sit for.I'll be a year older*Oh nooooooo* Come to think about it, a year really isnt a very long period of time. I still can't believe that I'll be attending sec 5 starting Monday. Definately looking forward. Have been rotting too much at home. I ought to get back to my books soon. SP's Chemical Engineering, HERE I COME!

Photos from perth and Tokyo will be up another time kay. Be patient please. :D Good things takes time to come.

Hi all , I am Germaine.
Anw, lynmay is boarding the flight to Japan now.
so yea, she will be back very soon.
very looking forward to a lot of things so yea BYE FOR NOW.
will update for her when I am free.
CHEERS

In a blink of an eye...

I'm gonna meet the above groups or people and more soon!!! Can't wait! :D We're gonna have a good time together at ECP. (L) Meeting Cheryl first before meeting the rest so gotta sleep early.

Today was a tiring day for me. Dad woke me up at 7.30 this morning to eat breakfast at Joo Chiat. The kaya bun was super good! After breakfast, went over to the cafe. Waste of my time. -.- And then headed to Suntec to get my sunglasses and sunblock for Australia trip. OMG, spend $350 on a pair of Oakley. Wanted to get Ray Ban's but then dont have the one I wanted so didn't get. :/ Next time.. Lunch at Aston's. (Y)(Y)(Y) Cheap and good. Went to look for best friend after that and accompany her all the way till 7 before having dinner at raffles city. So I just reached home not long ago. :/

from google/.

I'm on Facebook now and I just did a quiz on who is my Korean boyfriend. Guess what, Kim Hyun Joong is my Korean boyfriend! :O I was super shocked too. Okay, I'm bored. I'm gonna take a shower now.

Later.:/

6 more days..

7 years & counting...

BEST SISTER IN CHRIST! <3

Hi all. i feel so guilty after eating so much for dinner despite not going for my 10km run. I'm gonna work it off this upcoming weeking before the race if not I'll suffer. So I'm gonna do 10km like 3 to 4 times a week (on top of vball training and swimming!!). Good, I can kill time then. I think I'm having lunch with my best friend tomorrow after 2934856540320398759490 years. Yay!!<3 Not forgetting the 3 above. ^^ I'll miss you guys too!! Sad uh, next week's fellowship sunday all going overseas then left with Issac all alone in Singapore and tekong. HAHAH. Okay, we'll make it up to him after our trips kay? Just the 4 of us plus him and wp. (: so my brother just went back to tekong. He's have his field camp and 12km road march this upcoming week. heheh. he's gonna sleep in mad and have thousand and one blisters on his feet. Oh well, what to do? Can't be help. Can't wait to hear from him. I hope he books out either Friday evening or Sunday morning so that I can see him before i leave for perth. Not forgetting Best friend, Shermane and lp. We better go out together before I leave!! It's been a while already you know. Sera too. After perth, it will be Tokyo!! And finally, result day on the 18th. Look forward? No way!! but I'mm looking forward to my O lvl maths result for no reason. Okay, i should stop thinking about my results and enjoy the rest of my holidays. Counting the number of days left, there ain't that many left. This sucks right, I know. Argh!! there's training tomorrow and rina is not going. :@  So it's me and Sheila. It has past 12am so, HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY BOON KAI & COLLEEN. Must be wiser kay.

Alright, I'm dead beat. Nights all! (L)

Maybe it's time to stop..

1. Training today was a killer.
2. Caught My Sister's keeper.
3. Dad brought back my fav Macarons and Lemon tart from TWG!! (Y)(Y)(Y)
4.3 more days and Best friend is back!! <3   Can't wait

Looking at things from a new perspective.

Hii all. Just got back from town not long ago with ___. Caught 2012 dig and Love happens. Both were pretty good shows and touchings as well. Should go catch it while it's still showing. We have planned our next one. Hopefully it will come quick. Hehe. After the show, i came out with a brillant idea. HAHA. We both loved it right? Finally, we both headed back home.

Training tomorrow... So time to turn in. Goodnight!!
5 more days and best friend is back. Hope she's save and having fun!!<3 

Broader Perspective.

Hi all. It's been quite some time since I've blog eh? Anyway, photos above are from the past few months. Enjoy!!! And, Happy Belated Birthday best friend and myself!!! Your present is still with me. Rmb to get it from me soon yeah? Enjoy your trip to bali kay. You better miss me. HAHA. 18 more days to perth and then Tokyo. Whooooooooooooo. Not forgetting result day. Oh ya, I'm taking up Japanese class soon. Cant wait. Off to my dreamland now.

Till then.

Happy Belated Birthday Yi Ma. <3

I've parted with my braces a few days ago. It kinda feels weird tough. There's school tomorrow, finally. I've spend enough days lazying around the house and going out. Time to get back to the books. A week more to the wedding. Looking forward to it. It will be like a mass gatherring. Most probably flying into KL after school on friday and stay till Monday night or Tuesday. Can't wait. Sadly, Huisaini and Faisal wont be in KL. No one to bring me play indoor basketball. (Remember last trip to KL?) Yes, we play indoor basketball together. Anyway, I still have Australia trip with you guys too.

Okay, off to watch my show now.

Hyun Jung, Min Ho & Kim Bun. :O

Goodbye, braces. I'll miss you.

Having to regret after talking without thinking.

Being able to lead a carefree life like hime is just another dream.

First of all,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY

to all teachers.

Celebration today in school was dman boring and it was full of nonsense. I woke up at 7 so faster chiong lo. I was on the verge of being late. The uncle was about to lock the school gate but he was nice to let me in. So i faster run to the parade square. So normal morning assembly then went for a walk at bishan park??? Nonsense right. And then class photo taking. Another nonsense. Went to the hall for staff Vs teachers games. Many people sabo me and I sabo them back lo. Students win all except for the shooting one which I relunctanly participated in. We lost by 1. All my shots went in when I was trying out but then when it came to the actual thing, none went in except for the one and only miserable one. HAHA. Shao wen shot the rest in. After the games, it was the concert. The most nonsense thing. All the bands sucked. No offence but it's the fact compared to sec 1 times. Sec 1 still have the DJ thing so makes it feel like a club. After eveything, we own self Self- dismissal. Just stand and bye bye. Went for lunch with tortise, lp and duck. Best friend didnt join us because of some reason. :( Took photos but they are not with me yet. The duck haven't send me yet. Stupid duck. Tock nonsens eand our food came. After that, went home. And I took a long nap. But my nap was disturbed a couple of times. So many people call and text me so my phone ring and ring, ring and ring. Sorry sera uh. I also wanted to watch movie with you but then I was too tired that's why I was desprate for my nap. Next time yeah? In the end, woke up at 5.40 thanks to claudia's call. Then cook dinner then blah blah blah. Bath then do a little bit of maths lo. Totally no mood. So i decided to use my lappy.

Off to do some other things now.
Bye bye.

I don't need to be strong because you're here.

I'm blogging with my phone now. I'm at kith now having my iced tea. There's school tomorrow but there won't be any lessons so don't know if I want to go anot. Anyway, go also waste time but there will be a concert on for teachers' day. So still considerring whether I want to go anot.

I'm getting sick and Tired of life already doing the same old things everyday. So bored. Ah forget it. I can't wait till my last paper is over!!! I want to go for a run later but the ground is wet. Argh!!!

Later.

You weren't the right person for me.

Hiii. I'm back bloggingand I'm testing out the updated version of blogger. My school week ended on a high note. Want to why? Haha. Many things happened. I also dont know why so many things will happen. Anyway, I'm not part of it but best friend is. So to my bestest friend ever: No matter what, I'll always be by your side kay. (: Don't be too affected by the things happening around you if not later during N lvls cannot concentrate. Just put everything aside and do your best kay then after exams you can stay over at my place.^^ HAHA. With tortise and all. Anyway, E maths prelim paper was quite a tough one. I had to crack my brain for a few qns. I'm aiming quite high this time so I cant get my O lvl maths paper over and done with so that I wont have to take maths next year and of cos have free periods next year. Best friend, lp, rina and laura came over to my place to study today! I must say it was quite productive. I manage to teach rina abit of maths and blah blah blah. I cooked pasta for them for dinner. It was quite bad cos there wasnt enough sauce. next time kay? Today's plan was quite last minute so I didnt have the time to prepare food for you guys plus I had tuition today. And the photos above are from the study session we had just now. Not much so live with it. Haha. I have no church tomorrow cos it's fellowship sunday and everyone is preparing for their exams. So cancel lo. I think I'll be going shopping tomorrow with my mom and sis. I need to get a dress for my cousin wedding next month. I'm excited. Okay, I'm off now.

xoxo,
Lynmay.

Keep pushing on...

I had many many lessons today. MT, A maths, Physics, English, E maths, A maths, E maths. 4 hours of maths altogether. Can die ah but Mrs Low turned the last to periods to consultation periods so that we can consult her. Oh ya, prelims for the O lvl students started today. All the best yeah?^^ Tomorrow will be E maths prelim paper 1. I want to do better each time. Therefore, I need to continue to practise more and more. Got back A maths paper today too. Both paper 1 and paper 2. I passed both. I was extremely happy. HAHA. I hope to improve more for my actual paper. I did much better for paper 2 than paper. And I made less careless mistakes for paper 2 than paper 1 too. Have to keep pushing now. I cant stop yet cos the battle isnt over yet. Okay, tuition soon. I'll be sleeping early tonight because I want to be able to concentrate well during the paper tomorrow. I'll give my best shot this round. Slow and steady. Make less careless mistakes and check, double-check and triple-check.
All the best everyone taking the paper tomorrow!

I'm a happy girl today. Got back chem paper as well as O lvl maths paper 1 mock exam. I must say I did well for the paper despite making many careless mistakes here and there. I got 39 1/2 /50 for chem and 60/80 for the mock exam. I was shocked for my mock exam. Highest so far and A1 somemore leh. HAHA. I shall not say too much later prelim and actual O lvl get F9 ah. But I wish that this was my O lvl grade. Enough said. 1 more day to E maths prelim paper 1. I'm nervous. And I want to sit at the place I sat for the mock. Shiok sia, right in front of the fan. See my luck lo. If Mr Pillai put us there then good lo.

I have yet to complete my homework. So off I go now.

Andand, i have yet to make up my mind about tomorrow's night class. I couldn't find ____ today. ______ died. Hehe.

XXX.

Hypocrites.

Today was fun, I wished it' could last forever. HAHA. It was pouring heavily this morning while I was having my shower this morning. I was freezing while I put on my uniform. I was literally shiverring okay. So faster do my things and off to school. Went to the canteen with best friend and duck because the assembly ground was wet therefore assembly was held in th hall. It was a good thing? ___ was sitting next to me. Then we chit chat lo. Mdm Ang sabotage claudia again. She called Mrs Vjay to check her hair. Claudia was cursing her non-stop. It was hilarous. First lesson was physics, i like.^^ Mr Teh leh. Did Hougang sec's prelim paper. It was easy? to me. Next lesson was A maths. Mrs Low didnt come today cos she's still on MC due to her high fever so free period again lo. But today we chit chat with the relief teacher. She's super nice and she was an ex-peircean. So we gossip about the teacher in our school and she agrees with us. Like_____.fill in the blanks yourself! Then talk talk laugh laugh. MT lesson was next. Wanted to bluff her that we have free period then we stay at Mrs Low's homeroom. But we didnt of course. MT lesson was fun. Me and best friend keep laughing and talking then the huang lao shi come and scold me say she stop her lesson 3 times for me already then I was there laughing. Then she say say say lo. After MT was recess but I accompanied best friend to the toliet cos she wanted to wash her face so I accompanied her. Then something funny happened. Someone compare her results with best friend's results then me and best friend was laughing like crazy then best friend go scold the person then we 2 run out then we laugh like crazy. Recess talk talk laugh laugh again. Maths lesson was next but we didnt have another free period cos we had to join the rest of the 4As in the AVA thanks to Mdm ang. We and claudia were stonning while mdm ang went through paper 1. CME after that. Went to computer lab and Mr ong let us do our self- revision? But I told him I go toliet then after I went to the toliet, I saw Mr Teh alone then I went to talk to him then help him do things lo. All the sec 1s ah Tskkkkkk. File things also dont know how to file properly. After that, went back to computer lab then do the physics worksheet again and a bit of maths. PC sucked. Went to the AVA again. Got back Paper 1 and paper 2. My results were below my expectations even though I got an A1. I wanted 85 and above but then I got 78? I made countless careless mistakes. Someone was happy because she got higher than me for once? Nevermind, this is just prelim. I wont loose out to her during the actual N lvls and O lvl.ANdand, she reply on hints. Wtf right? People who reply on hints wont do well. Get higher then dont dare to show. People ask you how much you get dont dare to say out only dare to show hand signal. Okay, enoguh of her. next, went up to mdm ang's homeroom to order class photo. Didnt want to order any because not nice and also so many people not inside also. But in the end, ordered 2? Went down to the canteen to meet Best friend and all and headed to tp for pizza. So the 5 of us (Best friend, tortise, claudia and duck) took a long time to decide on what to eat and the waiter kept looking at us. So finally, gave them our order and we started talking. I remember the feeling when claudia first entered our school and we brought her to the hawker centre opposite the old site for minced meat noodles. Everything came except for tortise's baked rice. So we disturb her la. Cos all of ur finished our food already then her food havent come and she eat the slowest somehow so we told her we pay then we go already. Super funny. After that went home with tortise. Funny sia. I keep disturbing her. Reached home and I fell asleep on the sofa while watching CSI. Slept for 2 hours. OMg, I wont be able to sleep tonight. Shit. nevermind, I'll force myself to sleep if not I'll just do some work to drain myself.
Okay, enough, I should hit the books now? Night study on Thursday? Should I go? he asked me to go but O lvl maths prelim is on the next day and he promised to teach me.How? How? How?

X.

I wish I could make this last forever.

I'm taking a break from my revision on Mensuration and Vectors. Actually, I just ended tuition. So yeah. School was pretty slack except for social studies. We had to do out ncorrections for our prelim 2. I failed my ss paper by 2 marks. I didnt know what went wrong because I did alot better for prelim 1 than prelim 2. I guess i'll have to look for ms noor one day after school so that she can explain to me what went wrong. 2 more weeks to the actual N lvls. I'm kinda nervous yet excited. Trying to keep myself cool. Oh ya, MT lessons was fun. We kept rushing huang lao shi to return us our paper 1. And I passed! I'm was so happy la. Passing paper 1 for once. HAHA, my chinese is that bad. I will have to continue to buck up on all my subjects. I have start my revision on SS. Have to prepare 3 chapters for actual N lvls because Ms noor says that studying 2 chapters would be too risky. So i have to rush through everything and do my best. Mrs Low didnt turn up for school today, she was on MC. So A maths was a free period and we didnt mangae to get back our exam scripts. I want to see my A maths paper!!!! I wish I could see it now. I think we'll get it back tomorrow cos there's a maths tomorrow. Cant wait!

I've exceeded my time limit so I should get started on my revision again.

Till then,
Lynmay.

Some things are only visable through faith.

I'm blogging from starbucks. Yes the one at thompson plaza. My mom and sis are at the salon getting their hair cut and I decided to tag along so that i could slack at starbucks with my lappy. E maths test was prospone to this coming tuesday. Mrs low wanted to give us a break from all these test and exams so she prospone it. I was so glad that she prospone it because I was really prepared for the test and I want to do well for this test too. So I should stop blogging now and get started on my revision on Mensuration and Vectors.

Till then,
Lynmay-