HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUDREY!

hellos.
im kinda of bored now.
will be going to my aunty's house now.
cos she just came back & she brought back krisp kreme doughnuts from hong kong.
so nice of her. lol.
will be swiming too.
uncle's coming back from kl trm. with his nieces frm kl cos there are also gonna ran the standard charted marathon on 2 dec. then the stupid soccer challenge is still on but maybe i wont be going cos i dont want to see someone.

im sick now.
mild flu.
slight fever.
& lots of flam stuck in my throat.
going to see doctor trm.
so maybe i wont be going to church
& my body is still aching.
camp this monday& tuesday, will only be going for training.
i cant stand the dust in the school.

alright, got to go now.
bye.

Mr.mycuteboy:
it's 11 more days.

alright, this is my 2nd post of the day & its also my 101th post:)
didnt expect my self to blog that much.
today, when i was in school, i had a very strong feeling that he was in school for training but he wasnt. so good. at least i dont have to face him.

&Fuck! my whole boday is aching now thanks to training.
there's camp this coming monday & tuesday but im not staying over so just gonna go for training then go home after that.
maybe some ppl staying over at my house. not sure.

christmas is coming.
which also means that my Japan trip is also coming.{12 more days.
i havent even bought my winter clothings.
maybe i dont even need to buy cos im not scared of the cold i guess.
i've written the list of the name of ppl im going to buy presents for. be it for christmas or birthday.
dont think too much your name is on the list. you should know yourself.
the least you expect the more you get:)that's my advice to you guys.haha yeah.

went to grandma's house just now as said earlier before.
train- ed to cityhall & then to kallang.
took 12 to siglap.
reached there at about 3 then played with cousin!
she is getting cutter & cutter.
i think no one is cutter than her. sorry xlaura, sorry sera.
anyway, watched movie then went downstairs to play.
too bad all of them were all small kids then the older kids around my age came & ask me to play me to play with them so i agreed. but kinda of felt weird cos almost all of them are all angmos. then only a few chinese. oh well. after that, saw this super cute guy there but he'so like 17 i think. then his ex which also lives in the same condo came out too. we played basketball together. from what i heard, then recently broke up. but they used to sit by the pool side _ _ _ _ing around until 1 to 2 am. but after they broke up the girl got a cuter guy & the guy got another girl. * both of them are angmo. alright, lets change the subject.

im starting to miss shawn now:( & he does too:)
his horny jokes& stuff.
but no worries, will be meeting him soon, together with yongda.
i think he's mad. he said things that were unexpected. was kinda of shock to hear that.
he doesnt want to come to peirce i think cos he said that peirce is too far. oh well. we shall see.
actually he dont come also good cos... for some reason. he's leaving on the same day as me:] but too bad my flight is earlier. around the same as jazreel, but i think her's earlier.

&i wish i had another chance to prove that i cared for you guys.
would your give me another chance?
i wish your would

boy, i wish you will come.
12 more days:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

COLLEEN& BOONKAI!:DDDDDDDDD

hellos.
just finish lunch.
there was training today.
amanda didnt come today cos her back was aching.
kinda of slack abit.
mrs yau wasn't there today. cos ms chia came earlier.
there was a friendly match with beatty sec.
we lost 1-2{matches.

nth much today.
going to visit GRANDAma now at siglap.collecting my pants first then head to siglap.
alright got to go now. bye.

will i ever have a place in your heart?

I ♥ TAY YI XUE SHAWN:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd

he's damn cute larh.[not for the looks but the character.

so dont get the wrong idea:}

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

alright, im mad.
anyway,
hello.
havent been blogging these few days because my sister has been using the com day & night so didnt get a chance to use it.
anyway, the psle results are out today. & guess what? my sis got 243. cousin got 188:( sis will be going back to st nicks:( cos she says she is very loyal to that school. but i think she should go to nan hua high school. its so much better than st nicks. i think cousin will be going express but then she will be going to fairfeild cos its just opposite her house.i wander what i will get it i had another chance to take this exam. i really think that my sis & cousin should swop results, cousin works so much harder then sis. then get so much lower then her. but still im the lowest among all. i wander if i will ever do well in life. anyway,he got 170. english & chinese C then maths B. im thinking which school he will go.i hope he come to peirce:) but i doubt so. he lives near clementi. & we are in ang mo kio. damn far larh. but if thats the case i wander whether i will ever see him again. he' s such a unlucky child. parents seperated but at least the mother has a good job. but his buddy in crime did better than him. i guess that where the sadness comes from. i just wish that he will come back then i can see him:) haha. his jokes are damn funny but horny as well. really loved them. & yongda too. may not be smart but still.. went to help the staff there then off to owling:) was damn fun larh. i had 3 strikes then the rest all spare. i think im improving slowly. sfter that was dinner, the food suck. but st least i didnt makes noise. reach home at about 10. 15 & now blogging.

alright, got to go bath now.

there's training tomorrow
bye.

Mr.mycuteboy:
13 more days:)
would you ever notice me?
iloveyou.

hello.
its 10. 42pm alrdy. im quite exhausted after a long day of work. did the attendance for P1to P3. wont be working trm cos there's training trm. i have a mix feeling about it now.oh well. im trying to solve this big problem, but somehow its not getting any better. its getting worst. someone help me solve it. & change of travel plans this December. i wont be going to Australia this year anymore. i'll be going back next march. do some clean up. & of cos, buy more stuff.
i'll be leaving for japan on the 5th of December then be back on the 13th December then leave for Bangkok soon after the japan for a short trip. rest assure i'll buy smth for you guys. alright. msging some peeps now. there's just so many things to decided. im so looking forward to that trip. Hokkaido crab, spring bath during winter, disney sea& driving a snow mobile. what could be better than that? but this trip is gonna cos a bomb.

i know what you trying to say.
perhaps time is the only healer for this wound to be okay.
i'll give you all the time you need but what im afraid is that i may not be able to wait.
i may be gone forever.
i hope you understand.
i would love to wait for you but maybe i just cant.
i just hope everything can be change back to what it used to before it's too late.
my days may be numbered.
i just wished i could spend them happily with you guys or saddly alone?
will we ever be as good as before?

last christmas seems to be like ytd.
& last last christmas seems like week.
i gave you my heart the christmas 2 years ago.
should i give my heart to you this year?
would you give it away the next day again?

was talking to sera just now but now someone else.

alright, got to go sleep now.
bye.

you will always have a place in my heart but..
it wont last long cos my days are numbered.
treasure them with me okay?

hellos.
im in my mum's school now.
i saw vincent ng just now.
he came to teach wushu.
& i found out smth its a secret.{his new address(:
he's just so good at wushu larh.
earning big bucks man.
$120 per hr.
rich right?
there's meeting the whole day.
crazy right.
im so bored.
there will be photos posted soon. i promise.
alright, i have nth to say now.
bye

alright,
this is my 2nd post of they day.
i found this 4 words very meaningful during worship.
'AMAZING GRACE, UNENDING LOVE'
i always thought that when you love someone, there wouldd be a point where you stop loving that person.
but after many thoughts, i finally get the meaning.
it's not to you, you dont need to know cos its pretty obvious.

just came back from sh.
lalmost died, no sugarcane with lemon.
should have gone there earlier.
walked there & back.
after a full dinner that was smth i really needed.

what if my days are numbered.
will i spend them happily or will they be miserable?
i guess no one bothers.
oh well.

to the 2 of you.
im sorry if i have neglated you two.
but i also have my own reasons too.
i really hope you guys can understand.
but will everything change back to the way it used to be?
i hope it can.

shall stop here.
off to bake cookies for my bro's gf.
bye

would you ever know how it feels like to wait for someone?

hellos
im so tired now.
slept at 5am was talking to someone.
woke up at 7am.
2 hrs of sleep only larh.
i cant believe that lurrh. first time.
my eyes were so much smaller than usual.
got call frm police station cos they found yusheng's phone.
went to church as usual.
but today the P6s joined ym.
they sucked totally.
they just dont know how to we youths do it at ym.
the way we praise god.
they are just so quiet.
anyway, today's session was short cos issac had to meet his gf & there were only 4 of us.
after that went to novena to do some stuff. & im blogging now.
got to go do smth now.
&& YUSHENG found his phone thanks to me:DDDDDDDDDDDd
not really.
bye

i sick & tired of waiting.

its 4. 30pm in the morning now
i think im not sleeping tonight cos i have someone to talk to(:
im not tired.
im still so energetic lurrhhhhhs.
cant sleep.

hello! im so happy now. but sad at the same time.
IM GROUNDED! for the first time.

i am i very naughty girl today.
skip 2 tution because woke up late.

anyway, today went to sera's house cos she cant go out.& i had to pass her jeans.
but before that yusheng came to my house for lunch cos i was baking cookies then after lunch watched tv for awhile then off to sera's house. cab- ed there. but sad to say, yusheng left his phone on the taxi then the taxi driver dont want to give back. so since then he has been calling citycab. he got so much of scolding just because of that.
after that went to 631 eat xiao long bao. but then sera pay cos me & yusheng no money so next time then pay her back. not like some ppl
eat alrdy then go bak sp play billard.
genevive joined us too.
she's damn nice larh.
i got bad shot then she let me shoot again.
but if it is sera or yusheng then it's NO!NO!NO!
after billard went sh to eat again. wanted to go to mrs yau's house again but then she doing work so didnt. went to play playground.
going back to our childhood days.
played with those kidos there.
after go another play ground then went back to sp.
didnt play billard cos book alrdy.
reached sp then joey & peiyen came.
played like mad ppl .
jazreel joined us too.
raced many times. bike;ran;skateboard:DDDDD
was practicing the way different ppl walk.
it's just insane.
played till 12 plus then all went home.
& im grounded cos i was 2 hrs late.
suppose to go home at 10 but then didnt.
so i think trm sera they all coming my house play.
anyone want to come?
feel free.
i guess it will be wii, ps3 & spongebob monopoly:))))))
got to go sleep now, got church trm.
bye.

why do your like to pick on me?

hello.
im freaking dying out of boredem larhhhh.
that's the reason way i hate holidays.
so boring.
i havent been blogging because i was lazy& i didnt have the time.

i was working all along.
not slacking around okay.

still at work nbow.
have been kinda of stress lately.

i have no time for other stuff lurh.
yusheng they all call me whether i want to go out with them, then cannot.

streaming results are alrdy out.
im in the best class i suppose, as what mrs yau told me.
but the sad to say i wont be in the same class as my friends.
its going to be so boring.
the rest are all frm the other classes.
most of them is still athree. but im in atwo. it just sux.
but at least there's still ellaine to entertain me:)
i think that's good enough.
this is the list of ppl in my class next year.

Class: 3A2' 08
1. SUZANNE
2. ISABEL
3. JUN WEI
4. PENG HWEE
5. LOWELL
6. EDWIN
7. SHEILA
8. RAVEN
9. WEN JIE
10. REU BEN
11. YI KAI
12. ALVIN
13. AKBAR JAN
14. SURIANSONO
15. BAIYONG
16. EDWIN
17. WEE JIE
18. CECILIA
19. YONG XIANG
20. ELLAINE
21. LYNMAY
23. TERRENCE
24. ZULQARNAIN
25. ZI OI
26. DUN HUA
27. BOON KAI
28. CHEW YEE
29. ANN YEW
30. FIRDAUS
31. CHONG BOON
32. JAYME
33. SEAN
34. WAI KIONG
35. CLAUDIA
36. YUNG HUA
37. GUO JIE
38. NELIEX
39. MEIOI
40. PRAVEEN
41. SUEANN
42. AMOS
43. TIMOTHY

i dont even know 1/4 the class larh.

oh well,
will be going home soon.
maybe go to sera's house ltr. waiting for their call.

bye.

Mr. my cuteboy:
i used to think you're my everything
but now, i dont think so.

hello.
just came back from work.
was kinda of boring today but at least i still get paid.

i'll be going for some cooking workshop on the 17th at hilton hotel.
it quite cheap lurh. $20 only.

after work went to eat fish steamboat.
quite good but the soup is still not the best.

i'll be working trm onwards.
so i may not be blogging everyday cos by the time i come back it will be late& i will be damn tired.
trying to save up money so that i can by cooking books with my own money. instead of relying on my parents. but it they want to give me money then i use that money.

Alright, streaming results are going to be release trm & 1pm right?
im really looking foward to it.
i dont want to be in the same class as ppl that are noisy during lesson time.
oh well. it cant be changed also what.

okay. going have a quick bath then go & sleep alrdy.

bye.

it will be good if you stop messing with my life.

hello.
just came back from dinner.
anyway, went to church today as usual.
then went to metro to buy some stuff.
drop my mother at Thomson plaza for some facial.
& off to hub to buy wii&PS3.
but sad to say, the PS3 80GB was sold out so must wait till Tuesday to get it.
the guy was kind enough to sell the whole set to us at a cheaper price(:

i've been playing it since we got home.
i just so good at the tennis, bowling& golf.
im picking up golf this holiday.
so i wont bake 24/7. hahashas.

i'll be going to my mother's school to work.
i miss the first 2 weeks alrdy because of cca make- up.
but since i have completed the whole 100 hrs, i'll be starting work.

oh well, i have nth to think about now except playing my wii. & my PS3 this Tuesday.
didnt know i liked gaming. i used to think that gaming was a distract to my studies. but i guess it still is. maybe i will cut down this holiday & start revising my work this holiday. i'll be having tuition during this holiday. i really want to do well next year. i promise to go for tuition when i need to instead of giving excuses & go out unless its really urgent.

okay. i'll go play 1 last round of tennis with my bro then go sleep.
trm my uncle will be coming in the morning to play golf with me:)

bye.

callng me wont be of any use anymore,
so dont bother anymore.

hello.
i havent been blogging because i didnt have the mood to.
yupp.
the past few days has been bad for me.

anyway,
monday,
went to bugis.bought 6 shirts.
total: SGD66.

tuesday&wednesday
went to school for cca make up.

thursday,
went to hub for lunch then went shopping.

&today,
went to school for cca make up.
it was also the last day for me.
& i've completed 100hrs.
managed to finish because mdm foong was kind enough to minus my hrs because i helped her painted some stuff.
so went home at 3 plus.
bathe then trained down to orchard with my cousin.
he just came down frm australia.
was suppose to meet sera they all but my father dont allow.
but in the end still did.
met at taka then walked to cenileisure{pls check spelling for me.
watched them eat then went to walk wealk.
but that bitch never come again.
say go dental again.
then joey&i was like saying.
which dental clinic went open 24hrs.
then we say if there is we go there ton?.
after that went to new urban, again to see the shirt.
if i bought the shirt, i'll be broke.
before that, was at kinokuniya{spell check again.
bought 4 cooking books.
total: SGD 47.
apply for the membership too, to get discount.
sfter that train-ed down to bishan then my dad picked us up.
& off to dinner. ate chicken rice.
& im back home blogging.

sudden, i felt that no one crared for me.
oh well.
talking to ivy now, on the phone.

bye.

i no longer love you like before.
so stop dreaming.

I WILL BE MIA FROM NOW ON. SO I WONT BE BLOGGING FOREVER. MAYBE I'LL APPEAR SOME OTHER TIME. YOU DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT ME SO ITS TIME FOR ME TO SAY GOODBYE.

you hurt me,
really deeply.

its my 2nd post of the day now.
& im so bored.

anyway,
was at sera's house just now.
was there with joey.

went to Han's after that for dinner. laura joined us for dinner.
it was so pressurizing.
but her mother damn funny sia.
& her maid is just insane.
she does retarded things like singing in the car.
it was damn funny.
jingyee joined us after dinner.

after that, went to the playground near laura's house.
played awhile, then went to her house after to wait for my father.
laura was msging _ _ _ _ _ _ _. because sera&joey went home alrdy.
sorry sera& joey.
read her letters& stuff.

came home.
started printing the photos.
but still trying to help laura lim print.
laura, he really cares for you
so dont MIA alrdy larh.

i guess it my turn to MIA now.

alright,
got to sleep now.
bye x]

im learning to give you up now.

hello.
at sera's house now.
&im blogging.

she went to that boy snatcher's house with joey.
will be going to HAN'S ltr.
the one at spring leaf.

i bought my new phone ytd frm com centre.
it was quite cheap. frm $800 plus to $364.
because i trade- in my n73 & the trade- in value for it is $300.
i bought the k850i cos i didnt like the sliding of the w910i.
it just sux. not smooth at all.

before that, went to demsy road to have tea.
i just love sitting there,having a cup of latte with a delicious piece of cupcake.
its just right for a tea.

went to buy a new frigde&more baking ware.
im going to bake more this holiday.
no school, no fun:(

im bored,
im sad,
im going mad,
rotting soon.
& only the great Seraphina is there for me :D
she rock your ass off .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

LIANG JIAYI!:DDDDDDdd

hello. i shall blog about ytd& today.



so ytd.

woke up at 8 plus. was alrdy late so jump out of my bed & into the toilet. & off to amk hub to meet xlaura&germaine. ate breakfast then train- ed to changi airport to sent jiayi off to taiwan. after that went to buy drink frm starbucks. was msging khai all the way. then they were going to see joshua cos he's injured. so we decided to go visit him. so cab to his house. then stay there for a quite a while then cab to my house cos it was raining then xlaura&germaine come my house wash leg. while i take money. was suppose to go bugis but didnt cos was alrdy late. sorry xlaura, sorry germaine.i really regretted going to joshua's house. it just makes me feel even more sad. perhaps giving him up is a better decision. oh well. so met sera they all at hub so we went to watch movie with them. watched the game plan & i found out smth; STUPID IS A MEAN WORD. hahahhhas. it was quite a good show. almost cried. cant blame me right. the movie had some parts which was very touching. after the movie went to play arcade but left soon after. went back to st nicks for sis's p6 graduation. it was quite good. & the new principal is damn lousy larh.i hate her. so after that went home. didnt meet sera they all. cos my parents larh.

i'll be getting my new phone ltr.
maybe getting k850i or w910i.

boy,
you really broke my heart.

YES! I WAS DUMB!

I WAS WRONG!,

I LET YOU DOWN!:(

I'M SORRY,

REALLY SORRY.

BUT YOU REALLY MADE ME DISAPPOINTED I YOU.

MAYBE PROMISES MEANS NOTHING.

THEY ARE JUST EMPTY ASSURANCE.

THEY ARE JUST A WASTE OF TIME.

IM LAZY TO BLOG TODAY.

MAYBE SOME OTHER TIME.

this is all i have to say.

should i let you go?
its going to be hard:(

Im so embarrassed about myself. I should have trusted you all along. Maybe i should not bother about her cos she just wants to make me jealous. But i still found out smth. It's a secret.


Anyway,
went to school for cca make-up frm 9.30- 5.
played games most of the time then help to move computers.
this school is just so budget.
they want to sell PCs which are so old at such a high price.
i really wander who will buy them.
today was fun.
i did passing with fiona,
while the rest played soccer.
had "lunch"at mac.
we did even eat, we just drank.
after that, we had the race again.
we had to reach school first.
so me, fiona, miki,wei xiang & another guy took bus while hadi&nigel ran.
obviously hadi was first.
but we changed the rules.
changed it to the whole team must touch the STOP sign.
so end up, we won.
cos nigel was injured then our team all touch.
okay, enough of this.
&& lets move on.


i have a sudden feeling that khairul has some problems.
took 169 with him so that i can talk to him.
i think he's quite nice.
after talking to him, i found out smth.
smth which made me shock, really badly.
so talk to him until i got off the bus.

im sad. im depressed.

boy,
you really make me real sad.