hello.
its 10. 42pm alrdy. im quite exhausted after a long day of work. did the attendance for P1to P3. wont be working trm cos there's training trm. i have a mix feeling about it now.oh well. im trying to solve this big problem, but somehow its not getting any better. its getting worst. someone help me solve it. & change of travel plans this December. i wont be going to Australia this year anymore. i'll be going back next march. do some clean up. & of cos, buy more stuff.
i'll be leaving for japan on the 5th of December then be back on the 13th December then leave for Bangkok soon after the japan for a short trip. rest assure i'll buy smth for you guys. alright. msging some peeps now. there's just so many things to decided. im so looking forward to that trip. Hokkaido crab, spring bath during winter, disney sea& driving a snow mobile. what could be better than that? but this trip is gonna cos a bomb.

i know what you trying to say.
perhaps time is the only healer for this wound to be okay.
i'll give you all the time you need but what im afraid is that i may not be able to wait.
i may be gone forever.
i hope you understand.
i would love to wait for you but maybe i just cant.
i just hope everything can be change back to what it used to before it's too late.
my days may be numbered.
i just wished i could spend them happily with you guys or saddly alone?
will we ever be as good as before?

last christmas seems to be like ytd.
& last last christmas seems like week.
i gave you my heart the christmas 2 years ago.
should i give my heart to you this year?
would you give it away the next day again?

was talking to sera just now but now someone else.

alright, got to go sleep now.
bye.

you will always have a place in my heart but..
it wont last long cos my days are numbered.
treasure them with me okay?