hello.
not really in the mood to blog but just blog for the sake of blogging.
Today wasn't really a good day.
Many things happened; good things?bad things?

It was the strat of the exam period today.
The english was fucking difficult larh.
As usual, Mr phua set the paper at a very tough standard.
Was struggling through out both paper 1& 2.
I screwed both papers larh.
Now i only have to think whether im gonna pass or fail.

After the paper, mr sim, mrs ng, mr ong & bala come my class talk to us cos last friday was suppose to stay back after school for 15 mins for form teacher's time. wtffffffff.
Mr tan had to help out in the hall so the Mrs Teo that fucker come in relief.
All the things that come out from her mouth is crap?
after she say say say, must arrage table what.
So when we were arranging the tables, nsome boys from the class walk out then she ask them to come back they dont want.
Then as usual, mrs teo will create a very big fuss out of this small matter.
I have no idea what going through her man? does she have smth with 3A2 & 3A3?
Shall stop talking abt this issue.
Da Jing Xiao Kuai!
Her face irks me. Or maybe the whole school?
Ha!
I'm gonna fail my chinese right infront of her face.
Her department is like shit larh.
It's a fact alright.
I bet 90% of the students pass their other subjects except for chinese.
Why not she just end her life when she can't even help us?

Anyway, after that, went to find shermane they all.
Best buddy & colleen got accuse for smth which they didnt even do.
It was all because of that bloody Mrs Teo.
Does she knows how irt feels like to be accuse by someone.
Ate lunch then waited with JJ for ms tan to give us tuition.
End up we go find her.
She teach us bot even 10 mins then she tell me & JJ that she need to go cos mr cheng waiting for her.
JJ was totally pissed off & he just walked away.
Did not go after him as i knew that there was nth i could do to cool him down.
So went to find best buddies.
Talk a while then go home liao.

Now back home blogging.
Got to today my E maths now.
Seeya.

If only you could understand how i felt.

So i'm back blogging thanks to germy.
she kept asking me to blog for some reasons i think.
so yeah blogging.

anw, stayed home the whole day.
but im planning to go to the park to breath some air.
it's horible okay. stay in the whole day.
but it lloks like it's gonna rain.
so see how things goes.
had tuition this morning.
then did some revision for english.
omg, 1 more day & the battle begins.
time comes and go in a blink of an eye.
it could be the first day of the term and the next moment, it can be the last day of the last day of the year.
So mondy will be start of the battle.
first will be english,
followed by mt,
& so on & so fourth.
I hate exams!!!!!!!!!!!
It's my greatest nightmare.
argh.
how i wish we could find some place far far away & hide in that place all our lives.
We won't have to face anything we dont like anymore.
is that what i wish for or isi't just smth you promised me?
&& then again.
What is a promise?
It's a really big word.

So monday is the begining for the battle.
A battle that is fought with what you have learnt in class.
Well, it will only state whether i won only on the report card which i will get back on 22 may.
So if you want to win this battle, study hard bah.

alright, got to go study now.
suddenly, i feel like a gig.
ciao.

I miss you so much, a self- inflicted coma.

Hello.
decided to blog today cos im in a superrrrrr good mood today.
I got 13/15 for my similarity&congreuency test.
I finally beat JJ by 2 marks?
Ha!
But that's not the whole reason why im so happy today.

got back our english Grammar.
i've got the same marks as lowell a.k.a mui en.
scored 18/20.
Was n't too happy abt that cos the 2 i've got wrong was super careless.
mr phua said' these 2 also can get wrong arh'
*speechless*
Recess was like the best part of the day lurhhhhh.
I love aaron tay but not as a bf.
as a friend okay!
He's supppppppppperrrrrrrr buperrrrrr cute can.
he was drinking fruit juice while i bought my grapes.
so he came over to me.
We had this conversation.
Aaron: Lynmay!Lynmay! you going for the click 5 concert?
Me: don'tknow don'tknow.
Aaron: go leh go leh.
Me: See first larh. Who you going with?
Aaron: I'm going on my own.
Lynmay: Huh?! Go alone? Crazy?
Aaron: No larh. I go cos i want to be a rockstar.
Me: Oh then darryl tong they all never go with you?
Aaron: they still not sure yet.
Me: oh.
Aaron: Who's germaine?
Me: My friend? the one sitting down there lol.
Aaron: *laughing like one crazy asshole*
Me: very funny meh?
Aaron: No lurh...... HAHAHAHA!.............. eh, can give me one grape?[was holding 2 sticks- 1 eaten half way& the other one havent]
Me: Nah! [asked him to take the one eaten halfway]
Aaron: I dont one. I one the new one
Me: Okay.[he took 5 alright]
Aaron:ah hahahahahahaha!
Me: Oi! say take one only right. why you go take 5?!
Aaron: Thanks alot.
Me:*walk away*
that's the end of the conversation.
anw, had double maths today.
was superrrrrrrrrrr fun lurh.
i was totally relief that JJ didnt really give ms tan attitude.
if not i die again.
sigh.
our school has turn into some school for ah bengs& ah lians larh.
a few of them have been suspended.
lol.
i think it's because of that stupid vp.
she come in than so many things happened.
alright, shall not talked abt this anymore.

Im so happy today!
:DDDDDDDDDD
alright, time to study now.
goodbye.

JJ: You are my good friend indeed.
Lynmay: Now than you know arh?! Ha! Slow sia you. Ha!

hello.
just wanted to edit some things in my blog but some ppl forced me to blog.
So yeah.
School was alright, these few days.
cos of MrHelpfulBoy.
not that i like him or what but he's one of the ppl to keeps a smile on my face when im sad.
So shall start blogging from monday.


Monday;
E maths similarity&congreuncy test.
(still dont know the outcome)
there was napfa test- 5 items after school.
went for it okayz.
manage to pass all alright.
but my standing board jump wasnt that good.
we had to wait for such a long for each station.
here are the results.
shuttle run- 11.2s
sit ups- 36
standing board jump- 160cm
sit&reach- 38cm
inclined pull up- 6.
after that ate lunch with shermane in school.
then her mother send me home.
didnt have maths tuition cos mdm lee couldn't make it.
so studied physics .
im starting to love physics alright.
&& Mr Lee Kw is a very good teacher.

Tuesady;
nth special happened until 2.4 was over.
so yeap.
did my 2.4 run at bishan park.
He was there alright, i swear.
I didnt know that he was going to make up for his run ytd cos he had rugby training.
so yeap.
girls started first.
we started at 5 okay.
which was super late.
my timing was 16minutes okayz.
pass by 2 minutes.
I was super happy larh.
after that, went home.
didnt study cos i was so happy with my 2.4
he said i was crazy cos im so contented with the timing.
And JJ said this'Indeed you are my good friend'
cos of A maths lesson ytd.
lol.
msg msg msg till 12 then finally fell asleep.

Wednesday;
woke up this morning & saw his msg:DDDDDDDDDDDD
woke up so early today for no reason.
stupid father & sister kept calling my name so woke up.
physics was kinda of dry but still enjoyed it.
like i said Mr Lee Kw is a good teacher even tough his teaching isn't very interesting.
He was sick alright, & yet he came to school.:DDDDD
the rest was boring.
E maths was fun!
In fact, every maths lesson is always fun.
With JJ& those 3a3 ppl in class.
Ha!
But i can never be in the same class as JJ cos we will definately go crazy.
& i dont want that to happen.
LOL.
after school went to see vp.
lucky no need to see her again arh.
after that went to canteen to chat with olivia & hannah.
Then went home.
had maths tuition.
& now doing my work.
bye.

I'm starting to not understand you anymore/
why?
tell me. why.

hello readers.
it's 12.15 am already.
Still msging jj now.
He's still studying with his friends at marina cove mac.
poor boy.
:DDDDDDD

So didnt really do much today.
As usual, skipped chinese tuition again as i see no point going.
so only had maths tuition today.
after that, went to ikea tampines.
Saw this angmo boy.
He's crazy alright.
He wears boots with studs to the shopping center.
crazy right?
Bought boxes to organise my stuff.
went home, packed my staff.
I was so tired this afternoon so slept from 4 plus to 8.
Long right?
That's the reason why im not sleeping now.
So trm will be going out with nash & the rest to celebrate nash's bday.
it's gonna be soooooooooooo fun.
i'm looking forward to it man.
Alright, will blog abt trm some other time.
goodnight.
Love,
Lynmay.

They are so much better than you.
So get lost.
You are just taking up space on the earth.

hello.
back blogging.
shall blog abt ytd& today.
These 2 days were really awesome.
I repeat AWESOME.

Thursday;
after school, went to have lunch with tortise.
while best buddy went for her detention because she didn't attend the 2.4 run on monday.
so after best buddy finish her detention, she came down to look for us.
waited for her to eat them walk-ed to 212 there & talked.
talked alot, seriously.
before going to st andrew's to support the rugby team for the bowl finals
& we won. they played against Acs international.
the score was 14- 5.
Well done guys.
was cheering all the way for them.
& my voice changed due to all the shouting.
But it was worth it.
Really enjoyed the game.
Ruggers for life.
Ha!
Went for dinner with some weird ppl.
After that went to hub.
After that, jaz's parents send me home.
Bathed & sleep.
Was superrrrrrrrrrrrr duperrrrrrr tired lurh.

Friday;
it was sports day today.
so lessons ended early.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
went to tp for lunch at pizza hut.
after that, went to walk around.
went to get a drink at starbucks with best buddy.
bus-ed to yck stadium.
was abit late.
so chiong in.
straight away drop my bags & off to my first soccer match.
lost the first one against eagle.
& won the next few.
&& finally won soccer overall.
:DDDDDDDD
passion for soccer.
Ha!
He was looking at us play the whole time.
*screams and then faint*
oh well, he was last for 800m.
cos of his leg.
after sports day, train-ed to amk for dinner.
ate at ichiban with best buddy.
saw lots of peirceans.
after that, bused back home, bath& now blogging.
alright, im so tired now.
i want to sleep.
bye.

You are a peice of shit to me.
Once i step on you, you are so dead.
Fuck you bitch.
you are way worst than me alright?
why can't you just admit that you have lost the match?
tsktsk.
soreloser.
i really pity you.

hello.
today was one of the best day of my life.
hit the streets with my bestest buddes.

But before that, they came to my house to bake & study for mid year.
We will get promoted together& let's graduated together, alright?
Let' make some memorise together.


So best buddy& tortise came to my house at 12.
baked the cake with germy while tortise wrapped the present.
after that, we study until 4 plus 5 then bus-ed to wheelock to buy smth.
after that, went t wisma to eat.
walked to herren to buy best buddy's school bag.
but on the way, saw kailrance, aaron, Glen& Jason.
they siao one lol.
they kept following us.
suai sia see them.
Ha!
after that, went to starbucks to have drinks.
i love the iced caramel latte.
it's simply irressible.
took photos instead of studying.
soon after, tortise mum called.
so walked to far east to meet her mum.
bought my bucket bag like finally.


Her mum send me & best buddy back home.
thanks alot.
Bathed& now blogging.
sending lot's of ppl the pds video for this year's speech day video.
LOL.
check it out on youtube.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=8IAUX6PUeWQ
it's nice alright.
but it's quite blur.
cos i used my phone.
alright, got to go sleep now.
there's church trm morning.
so got to wake up early.
see ya.

I LOVE MY BEST BUDDIES!<3

hello.
this will be a short post cos i need to rush back to school ltr for speech day.
I'm so nervous lurhhhh.
cos will be standing next to GOH.
lol.

ytd was really tired so was kinda of lazy to blog.
had double maths lesson ytd but ms tan was absent so mdm peng lan chaiu come take over.
then she say do the E maths practice paper for both lesson.
so as usual, my table won't do but talk and talk and talk.
We were talkgbt ghost stories in old peirce.
quite scary tough.
JJ, lowell & sean was like telling us the whole time
did like only 4 qns larh.
JJ kept telling me that his ss test us fail one cos he left the whole thing blank.
then we were like whf... how come?
then he say say say lol.
after maths got ipw.
ms ong wasnt here so went to ava.
Screw alvin, yikai& isabel larh.
i make sure they all dont live a good live in peirce alreight.
The 3 fuckers better watch out.
After ipw stayed back to watch speech day rehersal.
then suddenly mr lee kw call me in front of the ug ppl.
cos actually we didn't need to go that rehersal what.
then i was so shock what then i was like me?
then ran to the place where i was suppose to stand.
rehersed twice if im not wrong.
saw him doing the pds thing.
he's really good alright.
heh!
yan seng drop his rifle 3 times cos he wasnt good at spinning so yeah.
after rehrsal, bus-ed to orchard to meet mum & bro for dinner then went shopping.
went home, bathed, packed my bag & sleep.
that's all for ytd.

Today was a short day.
only had 3 periods.
E maths, geography & english.
had 2 tests today.
geog& english.
Fuck it.
i forgot a few things lurhhhh.
but i still hope i pass.

after school went to hawker eat then off to j8 with my best buddies.
went to walk walk then bought present.
then now back home.
just finish bathing.

alright, got to go to school now.
see ya guys!

I love my best buddy more than you.
LOL!
:DDDDDDDDDDD

Hey!
I'm back blogging againnnnn.
Shall start from monday.

Monday,
Surrened my phone back to MrOng.
Alot of ppl ask me why not i just keep it & not pass it to MrOng.
&& this was my ans: ltr if i get caught sure die one lol.
then they were like: the most also get sack from prefect what.
i was like wtf. i want the post okay.
I already miss a chance already.
i dont want to miss another.
So was totally worried.

Tuseday was A maths test.
i think i may get full marks unless careless mistake lol.
just pray hard that i don't have careless mistake lol.
If i get full marks means i'm a really blessed child.
So i'll be waiting.
I'm anxious.

Today, got back my hp.
Had chinese test today.
it was fucking difficult larhh..
all anyhow do de.
sure fail want lol.
After school, went for the chinese oral thing.
I'm begining to like it lurhhhhh.
Wo ai si na ke lao shi le.
:))))))
After that went to collect my phone from MrOng.
Then went to do some work at atrium.
then poh ian come disturb again.
saw him again. We are strangers after school.
So what can i do?
Oh well.
Sher's father send us home./
Bath then had tuition.
&& now blogging.
Nash, you can read my blog now.
Heh! KehKeh!
Talking to best buddy & ellaine now on phone.
I am like laughing all the way larh.
Having the both of them is true fun.
Alright, got to go sleep now.
bye.
tc, my love.

I will prepare myself for you till you accept me.

Hello.
i'm back blogging.
So it was a pretty hectic week.

As each day past, i feel that im getting weaker and weaker.
Is our friendship that weak? that after we split into out different classes we see each other as strangers.
Why do you let this happen?
Why did you let me love someone else.
Do you know how painful it is?


Anw, have not really been attentive in class lately.
I'm easily distracted during my lessons for some reason.
Me, myself dont even know why/
i failed my E maths test.
i got 6/15.
Really got to catch up in my studies already.
2 weeks to Mid year.
it will past in a blink of an eye.
Why do time have to past so quickly?/

Friday was prefect investiture and camp.
I'm kinda of sad.
didn't manage to get the exco post.
cos i didnt work hard enough for it.
So the new prefctorial board is formed with;
Head Prefect- Cassendra
Vice Head Prefect- Junling&MinSi
Then got alot more.
Then Student Council;
President- Johnathan
Vice President- Rachel&Nicole\
Then excos got shafiq,huangyi,sufiyan,terrance,suzanne, & more.
So was kinda of feeling down.
Prefect camp was quite okay cos i didnt bath in the school.
Just slept in school.
So after investiture went home to bath then packed my camp stuff then went back to school for the camp.
Played a few games then had night trail.
Wasn't scary at all. But sweat alot.
Night trail made me have a tear on my shorts. Fuck.
Shafiq went home to sleep cos he didnt bring his stuff.
So me & mdm foong had to wait with him for his parents to pick him.
chatted with mdm foong till 3 which means i had only 3 hrs to sleep.
mdm foong is really nice.
Talked abt the school lol then she ask me for some suggestions for the school. then give lol.
Also no harm if i say.
Was the first one to wake up in the whole hall.
All thanks to my hp. :DDD
At 6.32am got a call from shafiq.
he call me to go open the school gate for him.
So went to meet him.
He thought lost his ipod while he was changing.
So he was damn scared.
He kept calling ppl to see ask if they saw his ipod.
So help him find.
end up it was in his psp clover.
I was like, like that also can meh?
chatted a while then had to form up.
had attire check
then breakfast which was 2 slice of bread.
i wonder how it was going to last for me till lunch.
after breakfast we had to go to different stations to learn on different ways to be a leader.
Saw him. at pds.
Didnt even talked to him cos i was damn mad with him. Rawrrrr.

Went home at 12.30
bathed, then went to meet best buddy at amk mrt.
saw bai yong, kam ler & some others.
was then ps okay!
went woodlands to pass money to someone.
then hit cwp cos best buddy wanted to find a good school bag.
after an hr went back amk meet boon & piingx & wu nan.
Crapped abit then went to j8 with best buddy.
did chemistry at mos burger.
then train-ed to vivo with her.
Went there to look at stuff & bought some things too.
At 8 plus train-ed back home.
but ps best buddy on the way cos dad wanted me to stop at novena then got novena find them.
So went united sq.
Ate ice cream at ben & jerrys.
I love theirs STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE ICE- CREAM.
It's soooooooo yummy.
But fattening as well.
hais.
that's all i guess.
bye.

What hurts the most, has never been so close.

They are the ones who make my maths lessons fun!:DDDDDDDDDD

hey peeps!

I shall now announce that this blog is close to extinction. lol.
So i haven't been blogging for a very long time heh
many things have change everytime i blog

So i shall start blogging abt last week.

It was a really tough week.

I have trouble facing ms tan and jj.

I've been the middle person for almost a week!

even tough it has past there are still some things which can never be the same.

went to st nicks at 12 till 4am for the homecoming run.

i ran 20 rounds okay!heh!

went for dental check up on saturday then off to st nicks fiesta with my best buds.

we had alot of money to spend but too bad we went there late.

after the fun fair, we hit amk hub[was suppose to have dinner there but was too crowded]

after deciding, we went tp.

it has always been our favourite hideout since sec 1.

ate at hans then went to starbucks to chill.

stayed there for an hour or so. then went home.

took pictures, joked& laugh out arse out.

i love life to be that way.

had to go home early cos __________.

it was embaressing alright.

went ice skating on sunday with my small group.

was suppose to meet germy & the rest but did not.

so went home.

went hub at night.

ate at sticky rice.

i swear i wont ever eat there again.

i had runs after dinner till the next day. wth.

that's abt it.

As for this week, i was so mad with jj. {for some reason}

alright, i shan't talk so much.

but it only proves one thing.

he cares abt what ppl think abt him.

oh well.

had E maths quit today.

I TOTALLY MIXED EVERYTHING UP! FUCK!

i was so damn pissed at whole day!

went home after school.

haven't been in the mood to go out this week.

slept from 5-6.

cooked dinner then bathe.

was msging him the whole time. lol.

alright i shall post pictures the next time i blog.

see ya.

I just love him so much.

When you look me in the eyes,

tell me that you love me.

everythings alright.

When you're right here by my side.

I love you.