hello. im so depress now. i feel that i have trusted the wrong people & i just realise now. i trust too easily. im just a pathetic freak. i cant even find a person to trust fully to share my secrets with. oh well, went to school today. had briefing on streaming. im offered O lvl maths& A maths. then germaine shouted lynmay touch joshua's hand when i didnt even. we just bump into each other when he was on the way back to his seat.he's feeling upset now about his results. kind of worry for him. he has problems with his dad. stayed back for cca make up again. was damn sian. nth to do. stayed til 6. then walk home with ellaine. to peiyen; i no longer know you like before. dont call my name anymore. its useless. he just a useless freak. i told you being with him will only get you into trouble. & see what happen today? continue being with him, i have nth to say to you. dont even talk about friendship. i dont want school to end. i want to go to school!!!!!!!!!!!!!6 days to my bday. im so not looking forward to it. 2 more days & there wont be anymore 2A3. 2 more days & there wont be anymore school. 2 more days & i wont be able to see him everyday.2 more days & i wont be in the same class as him. why do we have to cherish things when we are about to loose them? i dont want it to be like that. from the starting of this holiday, i'll be making lots of sacrifices in order to do well for next year. i start by brushing up my studies for the pass 2 years. followed by, browsing through the textbooks of the subs. that i'll be taking next year. i promise i will pay attention in class next year & study hard & not go out so often, stay home & study.bye